There was something that has shaken me from deep inside.  It started as a weak vibe that sneaked on me and  it slowly waved out further and wider like old eastern traditional buddhist bell’s sound wave.  I need to figure out  true shape of this subconscious wave.  It’s a delightful sign but, at the same  it scares me.


In the other hand, my close friend is dealing with a great loss of her loved one.  I wanted to be there but, she didn’t let her friends know when it happened.  I saw her yesterday hoping to support her when I found out…  Taking off to Thailand with heavy feelings. <sigh>