There was something that has shaken me from deep inside. It started as a weak vibe that sneaked on me and it slowly waved out further and wider like old eastern traditional buddhist bell’s sound wave. I need to figure out true shape of this subconscious wave. It’s a delightful sign but, at the same it scares me.
In the other hand, my close friend is dealing with a great loss of her loved one. I wanted to be there but, she didn’t let her friends know when it happened. I saw her yesterday hoping to support her when I found out… Taking off to Thailand with heavy feelings. <sigh>